Tuesday, December 7, 2010
Wednesday, December 1, 2010
Sunday, November 21, 2010
Friday, November 19, 2010
Don't
Don’t leave me when the street lamp at the corner sallow
When the falcate moon threaten to take away its yellow
When envy owls sing their mellow and lonely orion has no one to follow
For I can’t find saccharine heaven to borrow
To catch your flying tears and sorrow
Your framed sadness and hollow
Don’t leave me when myriad rain begins to fall
For my barren faith are dried up in a lost incarnations
Don’t leave me when silky breeze and soft zephyr brawl
For my thousand grieve are still in conception
Don’t leave me when ashen butterflies plots gloomy intoxication
When a destined lies trapped beneath unconsolidated innocence
When the pale waves fabricate a sad pastel ocean
For your temperate devotion is a renowned notion
Don’t leave me when the sympathy ripped and bleed
When the soul is prick and the heart is sick
Don’t
Thursday, November 18, 2010
beautiful freak
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
The ballad of us
Tonight the wind paused, revulsion rendered humanity.
Aberrant mankind scurried in such perplexity
Scattered shamelessly upon the ghost of confusion
But we,
We couldn’t care much,
Because arms in arms we are,
Side by side to each other.
Stealing kisses upon the darkness.
Tonight the moon trembled, all the lost stars shivered.
Humanity exposed, witnessed their crown find ways in a cosmic highway,
Bustled in such a lost profound.
Confound become the rhythm,
To a familiar song of death.
Tears from the depth of some divine despair
But for us,
For us the entire are lost in ignorance
Because your eyes is where I’m staring at
Your hand is what I’m holding to
Lost in a garden where we sing our own song.
The meteor crash down, raucously furrow sinful civilization
Such perfect plot for the valley of death
Tonight the earth stumbled,
Lose its footing and slipped,
Such cenotaph of fatality,
But for us,
All are gone in decree
Because tonight,
you are right here with me
Friday, November 5, 2010
Sunday, October 10, 2010
091010
-John Lennon
happy birthday John
Monday, October 4, 2010
Thursday, September 16, 2010
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
there is no point comparing nadal to federer
Monday, September 13, 2010
di sebuah pagi yang hening
"nak pergi mana?"
"pergi berak.kah kah kah kah kah kah"
fine. baru 10-1
taking a chance on love
Friday, September 10, 2010
Monday, September 6, 2010
Thursday, September 2, 2010
jealousy
live in our heart,
one with creepy eyes,
intimidating all the psyche
one with jagged teeth between a sweltering smile,
presume all lost decree as a lie
meet jealousy,
the ulcer of the soul.
jealousy,
can live without a heart,
but choose to live in one,
so it can alter the art,
the art to break a heart
jealousy,
can simply hurts a lover's heart and stole the dawn,
or caused a chaos in a peaceful town,
or even bring the whole empire down,
jealousy goes round and round
a disease that do not care the state of its victim
jealousy,
whispers prejudice,
whispers doubt,
sing a sickening suspicious song,
lay an unconscious seed in our mind,
a virus that infected the spirit and destroy a bond.
so now you know its existence,
a cruel illness within all of us,
a ghost that hide behind a fake smile,
a monster that live for the sake of mistrust-based oxygen,
a malicious melody in our heart,
jealousy
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
chips from the old block
semakin menjadi-jadi pulak.
asal tinggal motor je mesti tertinggal kunci sekali.
bapak gua pun sound,
katanya,
jangan tinggal2 kunci,
sekarang nh merbahaya, pencuri banyak.
semalam rumah ustad sebelah sana dengan rumah pakcik sebelah sana baru hilang motor.
itu tak tinggal kunci tu pencuri amek.
ini dah tinggal kunci lagi la senang kerja dorang.
jangan lalai2 lagi.
lain kali cabut kunci, baru pegi tutup pagar.
gua angguk2 tanda setuju.
semalam gua tertinggal kunci dekat motor lagi.
kali nh dari semalam tertinggal jadi battery terus weak nak start2 tak boleh.
gua dah la nak pergi kelas, motor plak tak boleh start.
gua pun decide nak pakai motor bapak gua.
gua masuk rumah balik cari kunci motor bapak gua.
bapak gua kat atas tengah baca quran gua malas kacau.
gua cari2 kunci tak jumpa.
rasa bengang jugak la, dah la lambat dah nak pergi kelas kunci plak hilang.
gua pun keluar nak try start motor yang tak boleh start tadi.
lepas tu gua sempat usha motor dia kat sebelah.
rupa2nya kunci kat situ
Thursday, August 26, 2010
sila belajar menipu
"haah, kenapa kau tak reply"
"yea ke. aku tak dapat la text kau"
"kalau tak dapat, macam mana kau tau aku text kau"
"eh..heee"
Saturday, August 21, 2010
cobb and mal
Saturday, August 14, 2010
glommy
squeamish laden cotton candy
put them together.
you'll get fragmented sinister atmosphere
Monday, August 9, 2010
entry untuk haziqah
A helmet is a form of protective gear worn on the head to protect it from injuries, a variation of the hat.
The oldest known use of helmets was by Assyrian soldiers in 900BC, who wore thick leather or bronze helmets to protect the head from blunt object and sword blows and arrows in combat. Soldiers still wear helmets, now often made from lightweight plastics materials, to protect the head from bullets and shell fragments.
Below are some examples of DECENT helmet:
helmet di atas biasanya dipakai ketika menaiki bas ya seperti yang anda lakukan petang tadi. dengan adanya helmet ini, ada boleh berhimpit dengan lebih mesra dengan penumpang lain tanpa perlu risau kecederaan pada bahagian kepala. helmet ini juga datangnya bersama-sama knee pad dan pad wanita yang mempunyai kepak
kita pergi pada jenis helmet kedua yang boleh anda dapatkan di pasaran ya. baik, helmet di atas adalah salah satu jenama baru di bahagian America Latin seperti diterangkan oleh Puan Azlinawati petang tadi ya yang begitu mahir tentang geografi. helmet ini dijual bersama-sama bateri yang dipercayai jenama bateri yang sama digunakan oleh jantung encik L. helmet ini dikatakan sesuai dipakai pada waktu pagi kerana dapat menghilangkan rasa bosan kerana dpercayai di celah2 helmet ini tersemat sebuah buaian sebagai hiburan seketika.
okay helmet seterusnya kelihatan biasa2 sahaja. ianya digunakan untuk menunggang motor-motor orang kebanyakan dan bukannya bangsawan. walaupun kelihatan biasa, tali helmet ini tidak mudah berkarat selain mempunyai gabus yang menarik pada bahagian dalamnya dan yang paling penting tidak hitam dan berliku2 ya. helmet yang hitam dan berliku-liku di dalam amatlah sukar untuk disarung dan wajib disagat 15 minit.
helmet berikutnya seperti dipaparkan dia atas selalunya dipakai pada musim menuai dan musim2 puasa yang bakal menjelang. jadi saya syorkan helmet ini kepada cik haziqah kerana helmet ini mempunyai sistem perparitan yang amat menarik dan circulation yang unik bagi perpindahan angin ketika menunggang motor terutamanya ketika menunggang dengan tidak memulas minyak sehingga rekod ke dc.
akhir sekali saya rekemen helmet ini yang begitu berwarna warni dan memenuhi citarasa anda sebagai seorang yang suka merajuk apabila penat naik beberapa anak tangga dan tidak reti tunggu turn merajuk.
sekian.
Monday, July 26, 2010
mesin khurafat
aku tak tahu samada mesin timbang dekat pasaraya Bintang itu bertauliah atau tidak.
tapi cas dikenakan adalah dua puluh sen maka mungkin ia ada credibility.
chi mei yang kini menggayakan rambut pendek ketawa sinis di sebelah.
tolak berat kasut yang aku agak2 seberat sekilo sebelah maka tolak 2 kilo dekat situ.
wallet aku walaupun hanya ada beberapa helai duit kertas akibat duit loan tak masuk lagi masih agak berat aku kira, mungkin ada setengah kilo pada perkiraan kasarku.
itu baru poket belakang.
poket kanan ada henfon sony yang aku rasa sudah bertambah berat sejak tukar housing dekat amoi comel tempoh hari. walaupun hanya pertukaran warna, ianya amat signifikan. aku baca buku dekat ptar 1 hari tu kata setiap warna ada berat mereka sendiri. masa tu aku tak percaya, sekarang percaya.
poket kiri pula ada kunci rumah, kunci motor dan segala duit syiling. duit syiling merupakan sesuatu yang amat berat tidak dilupakan juga aspek kepaduan mereka. kunci rumah aku pula besar, tombol rumah aku lebih besar daripada rumah biasa. aku naik scooter pula tu, scooter selalunya kunci berat.
jadi sekilo poket kanan campur 3 kilo poket kiri dah 4 kilo jumlah kena tolak kat situ.
lepas tu aku pakai 2 lapis baju hari ini mungkin itu juga itu sedikit sebanyak mengelirukan mesin penimbang.dengan jeans. jeans nh labuh sedikit.berat.tidak lupa juga tali pinggang. tali pinggang dah la sembilan puluh ringgit, jadi mesti berat.
lagi apa. oh ya masa timbang tu aku baru lepas makan nasik goreng mamak dekat khalifah dengan chi mei. jadi mungkin pertambahan berat yang tidak sepatutnya dikira oleh mesin timbang dah berlaku dekat situ. siap telur mata separuh masak lagi.kena tolak 2 kilo. baru adil.
kejap, pagi tadi punya roti canai khalifah makan dengan zikri, eka, apik, melati dan bella pun masih ada. walaupun banyak sembang pagi tadi, tenaga yang digunakan apalah sangat nak dibandingkan dengan roti canai. tolak 1 kilo.
akhirnya selepas ditolak benda-benda picis lain seperti berat rambut dan halaju sedutan angin ketika masa ditimbang aku congak-congak berat asli aku adalah 52 kg.
fuck mamak khalifah
Sunday, July 11, 2010
bye bye worldcup
The Netherlands versus Spain in a world cup final.
A match that will guarantee a first time winner.
I will be rooting for the Dutch because it was the team I supported back in high school years when my favorite player, Ruud Van Nisrelrooy used to play there.
The orenje will rise to the occasion.
uyeh.
So much for the England side that i supported this term,
i was quite glad the final are between these two teams.
even though Spain didn't fire in all cylinder like we expected them to, they surely dominated teams.
They make other team look ordinary by humbling them to their possessive play of football.
So yeah they deserve to be in the final.
While the Dutch, they are disjointed group of people who want to win.
They didn't like each other that much, but they are on a same mission.
Somehow that had created some togetherness among the team members.
They never look like a serious challenger for the cup even though they won all their games, that was until they defeated the mighty brazil.
So, whoever won it, i will be glad. But I really wanted the Dutch to get the big prize as Spain had already won the European Champonship recently.
So, go orenje!
ps : that handball by luis suarez had just produce 2 amazing games in Germany-Uruguay and Netherlands-Uruguay games.
Sunday, July 4, 2010
Kuekuatsu
Because she used to have a lover
His name was Kuekuatsu and they lived in the spirit world together.
And every night,
they would wander the skies together.
But, one of the other spirits was jealous.
Trickster wanted the Moon for himself.
So he told Kuekuatsu that the Moon had asked for flowers;
he told him to come to our world and pick her some wild roses.
But Kuekuatsu didn't know that once you leave the spirit world, you can never go back.
And every night, he looks up in the sky and sees the Moon and howls her name.
But...
he can never touch her again.
-X-Men Origins
Thursday, July 1, 2010
hey
wrapped it with ribbons of devotion
trimmed with kisses and smiles
so yeah,
HANDLE WITH CARE
filthy creature
smothered me with love, and immerse unnoticed.
left me choked with fragmented affection.
you are the tremors beneath the soil
ripped my heart out, and conceal pleasantly.
leave a track here to bleed on its own.
you are the great leonopteryx above the sky
raise my spirit up, before toss it down raucously.
carved a beautiful scar deep in my soul.
you are just one filthy animal that i once in love with
thanks for messing me up
ps : dirakamkan di studio sinematic. sah2 takde kaitan dengan hidup dan mati
Monday, June 28, 2010
linesman itu sebenarnya bekas pekerja tnb
hati patah
jiwa remuk
balik dengan kecewa.
sampai rumah jam 4.55, tolak pintu slow2,
taknak bagi orang jaga.
masuk rumah tengok bapak gua depan tv tengah tidur.
slow2 gua jalan tanak bagi dia jaga.
sampai meja, letak wallet henfon barang2 semua.
tiba-tiba
"yeahhh german menang.haha"
cis tak tidur lagi rupanya dia. saje buat2 tidur ayam.
gua sedikit geram.
gua membuka syarahan berbentuk membackup betapa second goal itu adalah turning point dan bagaimana match akan berubah sekiranya gol itu dikira.
dia mendengar sambil mata tertutup.
seolah2 tidak mendengar.
dia sokong german sebab dulu pernah duduk german.
cis betul alasan menyokong.haha
setelah memberi kira-kira 2 perenggan kenyataan membidas kemenangan german dan tentang gol kedua terbabit gua menuju ke tangga.
rasa mahu naik ke bilik.
sangat kecewa dengan kekalahan england.
hati hancur, luluh
mahu tidur dan lupakan segala-galanya sebentar
ceh lebih2 pula.
satu demi satu anak tangga dinaiki.
mungkin gua dah boleh lupakan kekecewaan ini.
mungkin bukan tahun mereka.
mungkin mereka main tak cukup bagus.
yeah gua dah move on.
dah takkan fikir lagi.
yeahhh move on
sampai depan bilik, gua nampak bilik mak gua lampu terbuka.
gua selak langsir jenguk
nampak mak gua,
"england kena belasah.hahahahahaha"
okay fine
Sunday, June 27, 2010
unlocked me
imprisoned heart,
gone down the street to search for your soul
chained melody,
caged harmony,
gone above the sky to search for your music note,
searching for the keys,
to unlocked me.
when i found your melody,
your harmony,
my soul is freed.
Thursday, June 24, 2010
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
Friday, June 18, 2010
13 points lead counts for nothing
i always thought that kobe is one fine player.
the best player on the planet at the moment.
when dwane wade wandering around during the summer,
kobe work his ass off in the gym.
when lebron james going around the world making money during the summer,
kobe practice his shooting at the staples center, like one crazy person.
and he is so damn focused that he even rejected chris rock, the funniest man on earth
haha.
so yeah, he deserves it.
congratulations LA for their title
boston will surely rebuild this coming season
-boston celtics fan
Monday, June 14, 2010
paul pierce rocks
ronyokkan dan lontar ke tong sampah,
tapi tak masuk.
tak terer baling.
lebih teruk dari perkins.
tapi masih ada sayang.
terus,aku koyak sayang.
ronyokkan dan sekali lagi lontar ke tong sampah.
nasib baik masuk kali ini.
aku dekatkan tong sampah dengan jarak 2 meter.
tapi masih ada cinta.
yang ini,
sungguhnya,
aku tak mampu koyak.
tak mampu ronyok.
tak mampu lontar.
tutup kamus.
sebetulnya,
aku langsung tak mampu sentuh itu.
langsung tak layak.
ps : kau ingat ade kobe, boleh menang senang. miahaha. its about teamwork. go celtics!
Thursday, June 10, 2010
a woman
is a creature of heart.
a creature that full with warm devotion and pleasant ardor.
a woman,
doesn't think like a man.
when walking with a man in a park,
a man will see it as simply a walk in a park,
but a woman might see it as a walk across the rainbow.
how beautiful and colorful was the journey.
when hanging out at a local restaurant around the town,
a man will see it as a simple date.
but not a woman,
a woman might see it as a dinner on the clouds,
how pleasurable and handsome was the date.
see,women,
they think differently,
no matter how complex they are,
a woman will always be,
a woman.
a fragile little creature made from love.
Wednesday, June 9, 2010
sea of love
so full of affection and fondness.
i used to walk along the beach and just watch you from distance.
but one day, i went different direction,
i went closer.
and once i stepped in,
i dissolved in it.
your wave of tenderness pull me nearer and nearer to the centre.
i tried to swim back to the shore,
but it was too late,
you had brought me to the deepest part,
i had dissolved,
and totally drowned,
in you.
Saturday, June 5, 2010
ecosystem
one is a bird and the other is a butterfly.
met coincidentally.
convened by fate, with a stroke of luck.
one is offering a feather,
in return of a promise.
a promise that they will meet there occasionally.
the other agreed.
takes the feather and flew away.
away
and away.
the poor little bird keep coming there,
hoping to meet the beautiful butterfly.
sit there, waiting.
waiting.
and waiting.
losing feather, losing hope.
losing faith, losing heart.
just fly away.
there are a lot of beautiful birds out there.
why must you crave for a butterfly.
Thursday, June 3, 2010
quick update
loving a person is already a happiness,
love doesn't need a happy ending, because love simply never end,
there is no need of holding hand, you just need to believe your heart,
and keep on loving.
Monday, May 31, 2010
coffee shop
staring at my coffee upon the table.
i placed a spoon into the cup,
and stir it properly.
wandering around and observes people.
there are a lot of couples in the coffee shop this morning.
you see,
some people said love is just like a coffee.
bitter and sweet at once.
the mixed contrary feeling shared the same cup.
and you see,
loyalty is just like a sugar.
you add them into coffee to make it sweeter.
some people just keep adding them.
well, adding too much sugar might cause you dearly.
being too loyal is a disease.
and then tolerance,
tolerance resembles a creamer.
you add them to balance it.
but see,
too much creamer will spoil the coffee.
see,
sipping a coffee need a technique,
you have to stir it properly,
not too quick, not too slow.
you have to sip it slowly and gently,
hold the cup and drink it little by little.
and the mixture of sugar and creamer must be right.
but there is a slight different between fall in love with a person and loving a person.
loving a person need a technique.
but fall in love,
well you don't really need one.
ps : saw too much coffees spilled away lately. its just sad. drink them people, do not waste them
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
poem by an african kid
When I grow up, I black
When I go in Sun, I black
When I scared, I black
When I sick, I black
And when I die, I still black
And you white fellow
When you born, you pink
When you grow up, you white
When you go in sun, you red
When you cold, you blue
When you scared, you yellow
When you sick, you green
And when you die, you gray
And you calling me colored?
i have
where i kept my favorite cookies.
one with,
extra crunch,
and extra sweet.
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
when i died, send me postcards to heaven.
i can feel the rush of the warm blood beneath my skin.
the arteries are going wild.
the blood vessels freak out.
the sacred touch of your hand flows in the blood from my fingers right up to my chest.
the 4 chambers of my heart are beating and pumping your name ridiculously.
ridiculous and hard
i tried to deny this feeling.
but my body system can't.
my nerve send me weird impulses.
that made me smiled involuntarily.
and sometimes cried continuously.
ps : mungkin vistana tak perlu letak aircond sejuk bagai nak mati.
Monday, May 24, 2010
lucy's paper plane
Photographs of paper planes
And you love me
Watching the sunrise
Pockets filled with forget-me-nots
That say you love me
All along, you were here to stay
Never noticed, till you said I love you on a paper plane
You said I love you on a paper plane
La la la la la la love
La la la la la la love
Cool blowing breeze
Lifts up my feet
To show me you love me
Large paper planes
Take you so far away
But I know you love me
All along, you were here to stay
Never noticed, till you said I love you on a paper plane
You said I love you on a paper plane
La la la la la la love
La la la la la la love
So for all that you do
I will send my lovin’ to you
Boy, you make me fly
Again, again, again
All along, you were here to stay
Never noticed, till you said I love you on a paper plane
You said I love you on a paper plane
La la la la la la love
La la la la la la love
Friday, May 21, 2010
Sunday, May 16, 2010
one of the points on my 'list to do before i go'
ahh
that would be just great.
Monday, May 3, 2010
wigan hebat
kalau sebut banyak-banyak kali mungkin wigan boleh jadi betul2 hebat
-penyokong man u yang tak boleh terima kenyataan
Jerry Seinfeld
Saturday, May 1, 2010
white crayons
its the drawing of a beautiful evening scene.
what?
you can't see anything?
oh ya.
its because im using white crayon.
i feel for the white crayons.
nobody ever use them.
they often been left out.
people take them for granted.
they sit in their case, unnoticed, untouched.
they must be wondering why.
i bet they felt lonely.
its okay white crayons.
i understand how you feel,
lets be alone together.
note :
people just don't understand the importance of white in their life.
without white, all their expression is unseen.
the beauty of white is it makes other colour stand out.
Monday, April 26, 2010
:)
to have the pleasure of sleeping with the music of the beautiful princess ocean.
dozing with the background of the flourish wave dancing smoothly with the unadulterated sand.
the friction sound of the wind doing tap with a familiar moonlight as lullaby.
the rhythm of the handsome little life.
ah
Saturday, April 24, 2010
our time is running out
stone mountains torn away
sea level rise wider and wider.
wind resistance become lesser and lesser.
stormy storm grow stronger and stronger.
volcanic eruption become grimmer and grimmer.
erosion will have no box to fit in.
quake and crack starts to get in.
we're lucky enough if tomorrow we can still breath in.
if there is any hope, let it in.
land will be swept as dust into the sea.
but we're calm enough to still enjoying the tea.
deep conversation will happen between east and west.
loving affair will end between south and north.
the Earth will lose its footing.
statuaries, orbit, galaxy, will be shattered.
ragged.
tattered.
torn apart.
falls apart.
the Earth will stop dancing.
the Earth will stop spinning.
behold.
the Earth is crumbling.
ps : we do know that our time is running out, but why are we still be doing things that doesn't necessarily need to be done.
our time is running out.
our time is running out.
Sunday, April 18, 2010
its okay birdies (oh gloomy Sunday)
i felt a kind of drizzle hitting my shoulder.
i thought it was rainy day.
but it is not, it was more tender.
gloomy Sunday, gloomy Sunday.
the warmness poles apart from a normal rain.
i try to feel the drizzle,
try to understand the degree of warmness.
later i realized.
it was actually the tears came from all the birds up there.
gloomy Sunday, gloomy Sunday.
they are crying, sadness surrounded the evening sky.
heartrending they are about something.
heart throbbing they are about many things.
its okay birdies,
just cry.
im willing to get wet, and feel your sorrow.
for i can't find a heaven to borrow.
gloomy Sunday, gloomy Sunday.
please,just go away.
Monday, April 12, 2010
Friday, April 9, 2010
you're like an unknown book with a perfect cover
.....,........
if i was the coma, i rather leave and forfeit the line.
and hoping the dots will attached back,to form a firm line this time around.
ps : according to wikipedia, sacrifice means forfeiture of something highly valued for the sake of one considered to have a greater value or claim. sounds fun