mesin khurafat

65 kg

aku tak tahu samada mesin timbang dekat pasaraya Bintang itu bertauliah atau tidak.
tapi cas dikenakan adalah dua puluh sen maka mungkin ia ada credibility.

chi mei yang kini menggayakan rambut pendek ketawa sinis di sebelah.

tolak berat kasut yang aku agak2 seberat sekilo sebelah maka tolak 2 kilo dekat situ.

wallet aku walaupun hanya ada beberapa helai duit kertas akibat duit loan tak masuk lagi masih agak berat aku kira, mungkin ada setengah kilo pada perkiraan kasarku.

itu baru poket belakang.

poket kanan ada henfon sony yang aku rasa sudah bertambah berat sejak tukar housing dekat amoi comel tempoh hari. walaupun hanya pertukaran warna, ianya amat signifikan. aku baca buku dekat ptar 1 hari tu kata setiap warna ada berat mereka sendiri. masa tu aku tak percaya, sekarang percaya.

poket kiri pula ada kunci rumah, kunci motor dan segala duit syiling. duit syiling merupakan sesuatu yang amat berat tidak dilupakan juga aspek kepaduan mereka. kunci rumah aku pula besar, tombol rumah aku lebih besar daripada rumah biasa. aku naik scooter pula tu, scooter selalunya kunci berat.

jadi sekilo poket kanan campur 3 kilo poket kiri dah 4 kilo jumlah kena tolak kat situ.

lepas tu aku pakai 2 lapis baju hari ini mungkin itu juga itu sedikit sebanyak mengelirukan mesin penimbang.dengan jeans. jeans nh labuh sedikit.berat.tidak lupa juga tali pinggang. tali pinggang dah la sembilan puluh ringgit, jadi mesti berat.

lagi apa. oh ya masa timbang tu aku baru lepas makan nasik goreng mamak dekat khalifah dengan chi mei. jadi mungkin pertambahan berat yang tidak sepatutnya dikira oleh mesin timbang dah berlaku dekat situ. siap telur mata separuh masak lagi.kena tolak 2 kilo. baru adil.
kejap, pagi tadi punya roti canai khalifah makan dengan zikri, eka, apik, melati dan bella pun masih ada. walaupun banyak sembang pagi tadi, tenaga yang digunakan apalah sangat nak dibandingkan dengan roti canai. tolak 1 kilo.

akhirnya selepas ditolak benda-benda picis lain seperti berat rambut dan halaju sedutan angin ketika masa ditimbang aku congak-congak berat asli aku adalah 52 kg.


fuck mamak khalifah

bye bye worldcup

After 63 matches, the stage is now set.
The Netherlands versus Spain in a world cup final.
A match that will guarantee a first time winner.
I will be rooting for the Dutch because it was the team I supported back in high school years when my favorite player, Ruud Van Nisrelrooy used to play there.
The orenje will rise to the occasion.
uyeh.

So much for the England side that i supported this term,
i was quite glad the final are between these two teams.
even though Spain didn't fire in all cylinder like we expected them to, they surely dominated teams.
They make other team look ordinary by humbling them to their possessive play of football.
So yeah they deserve to be in the final.
While the Dutch, they are disjointed group of people who want to win.
They didn't like each other that much, but they are on a same mission.
Somehow that had created some togetherness among the team members.
They never look like a serious challenger for the cup even though they won all their games, that was until they defeated the mighty brazil.

So, whoever won it, i will be glad. But I really wanted the Dutch to get the big prize as Spain had already won the European Champonship recently.

So, go orenje!



ps : that handball by luis suarez had just produce 2 amazing games in Germany-Uruguay and Netherlands-Uruguay games.

Kuekuatsu

Why the moon is so lonely?

Because she used to have a lover

His name was Kuekuatsu and they lived in the spirit world together.

And every night,
they would wander the skies together.
But, one of the other spirits was jealous.
Trickster wanted the Moon for himself.
So he told Kuekuatsu that the Moon had asked for flowers;
he told him to come to our world and pick her some wild roses.
But Kuekuatsu didn't know that once you leave the spirit world, you can never go back.

And every night, he looks up in the sky and sees the Moon and howls her name.
But...

he can never touch her again.





-X-Men Origins

hey

i put my fragile heart in your box,

wrapped it with ribbons of devotion
trimmed with kisses and smiles




so yeah,


HANDLE WITH CARE

domination no more

reign over

you just can feel it

how sad

filthy creature

you are the kraken from the sea
smothered me with love, and immerse unnoticed.
left me choked with fragmented affection.

you are the tremors beneath the soil
ripped my heart out, and conceal pleasantly.
leave a track here to bleed on its own.

you are the great leonopteryx above the sky
raise my spirit up, before toss it down raucously.
carved a beautiful scar deep in my soul.


you are just one filthy animal that i once in love with
thanks for messing me up








ps : dirakamkan di studio sinematic. sah2 takde kaitan dengan hidup dan mati